Saturday, December 24, 2005

"last everything" syndrome

I haven't even been approved for surgery. But somehow I have convinced myself that it is all going to work out and 2006 will be the year of new beginnings for me.

Consequently, I've been eating most holiday meals like they are my last. It is a psychological battle, one that I loose more often than I win.

I know it is a much better idea to loose weight in preparation for surgery. I'll be glad when the holiday eating season is over.

Peace out!

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